10元葡萄汽水

 

 
越來越能面不改色說出場面話的年紀
還是有些狀況 想到就會害怕要面對的那一天
 

我害怕
在乎的人突然消失
更害怕這是既定的路程
 

害怕
一向給自己力量的人 表現出這種害怕時
我的不知所措
 

害怕事實
或是逃避的睡去後 反而因為噩夢再醒來
 

而即使是知道了消失的明確年限
就像昨天家教妹妹說 她的爸媽幫她算了命格 也會知道她的生死年界
我還是害怕的不行 覺得她的爸媽太勇敢了 他們怎麼面對阿
因為知道了並不會因此不害怕消失
 

有一天我們醒來
會因為思念而像是沉睡著

而為了夢見消失的人而睡去時
會更疲倦因為他在夢中 他也已不在


And I
I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you and feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
And they all fall down.

And I lay me down tonight
I close my eyes
What a beautiful sight


Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so damn tired
Of having to live without you
But I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired
..
.


And as I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep


Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired
Of having to live without you
And I'm so tired
 
It's just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night
Oh just a lullaby to keep from crying myself to sleep
Oh just a, just oh, just a little lullaby,



Well I'm so, I'm tired
I'm falling, I'm so tired, I'm so tired


 

尋求平靜的點開了這首歌,
反而在紅了眼眶之後
才明白這不是一首 只適用於情人之間的歌阿